third day since mom and lynn left and im missing them like shit. at least i still have elise. theyd better come back safe with lotsa good souvenirs. ^^
anyway, running the house has been somewhat fun, somewhat daunting and a whole lot of tired. i dunno how my parents do it on a regular basis.
but for now it feels awesome to be in charge, since its in the holidays. can just sit down blast music eat apple and read book and not feel guilty, at least for a short period of time. plus im proud of myself that I HAVE NOT TOUCHED A SINGLE INSTANT NOODLE PACKET since they left. nor has elise opened a single can of campbell. :) (pats joycie on head.)
well after much hemming and hawing i am finally officially going for famine camp! its funny how things turn out; like a traffic jam during rush hour period that will smoothen itself out at the very last minute youre about to blow your top. anyway im like going for camp with seriously no expectations at all, i dunno whether to be nervous or excited or enthusiastic or whatever. weird.
hope the sandcastle thing doesnt give anyone more trouble, though its gonna be difficult not to. wonder what the 12th would be like. total mayhem i think :/ lets hope its fun mayhem. ^^
bleh. some things are just totally out of your control; you just have to wait for them to sort themselves out.
so while youre waiting, might as well go watch the clouds migrate. staring at the sky is a far more productive activity than wishing and praying for things to turn out right. :)
speaking of which, there is soon going to be no such thing as stargazing. only satellite-gazing. which is sort of an opportunity cost, but its still pissing me off.
