30.9.11

crapadoodydunkins

omg this new interface is cool.

its 4.42pm and im taking a lil sojourn at the forum :) just finished a really enlightening consultation with tutor Sandeep. i must say i have never really appreciated the value of consultation till now. within half an hour he just upped my productivity level and satisfaction for the day, and made me feel less guilty about later spamming of TBBT. huzzah :D

one thing i really have to work on is my speech skills though. i have no idea what has gottn into me since coming into NUS, its either some abnormal form of crowd shyness in this huge flock o' students, or that ive lost myself again (in this huge flock o' students) when i was trying to convey my ideas to sandeep, it came out like i have never spoken english before in my life. if i didnt happen to throw in a few polysyllable words here and there i probably would have come of as a PRC. jeez. stutters, pauses, all that jazz.
it seems (for now, at least) that some times my thoughts and actions do not correlate with my intended thoughts and actions. like my mute voice is stronger than my real voice?
don't care, just dare.
that shall be my new motto.
dare to reach the highest. :)

dad's back, woohoo! on the other hand, history on tues! grr.

ive gotten a closer understanding on just how competitive NUS really is. just now the results for our first NM assignment came out, and it had a mini panic attack. 4? thats only a B PLUS!!!! HOW CAN REACH FIRST DEGREE HONOURS AT THIS RATE!!!!!!!! and i started calculating my percentile in class. honestly, its only above average.

  hahah if you were a sane human being youd feel like punching me for being such a twat. but the fact is that so far for nm i feel like ive only been performing averagely. the curve for that sob module is freaking mt everest. and if the recent test is anything to go by, im probably still packing for the hike. gdmit. same goes for sea and historys. bleh.

j'adore mon cours francais, mais je ne peux pas bien parler. Je suis aussi inquiet pour les résultats du premier test.

for next history test, must march in as champion, march out as champion! Allons-y!