18.9.12

its always a good time.

when you peel back the plaster on a festering wound, you may be afraid that its hideousness will turn people off.
but you will give it much needed air to breathe and to HEAL.

did a bit of this with friend zx today. and it was so refreshing it felt like id never tried it before.
(to be honest, im not sure that i have!) acting tough is kinda my strength, and also my weakness. and its not difficult when you have a kaopei face that in its natural state seems black as thunder. 

see, those who matter dont mind and those who mind dont matter.

and zx didnt mind :)

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if the story seems a bit disjointed its because im doing a little internal censorship and sort of typing out my response to the little editor in my head. im not a blabber by nature, but there are also things that i wish to record down for future me to read. ie. i just went past my 2008 posts a while ago and i just had to LOL at the me then, although some parts i couldnt remember because i had to be purposefully vague. and this was just 4 years back! imagine when im a senile old girl with alzheimers! this would be my storehouse of information!!

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buaya week will be over tomorrow, and ive just returned from plastering my buayees door with lotsa kisses (paper, that is) and kisses (hershey's, that is). credits to eyu for her help! 0 for creativity, but at least an A- for effort i should think! and the end result was relatively wow-worthy! not the outright wow, the kind of internal (wow) like when you see a nice dress in the window or a hot guy. hope mingda will be surprised tmr ^^

okok time to study.
LETS GET DOWN TO BIZNESS
TO DEFEAT
THE HUNS.
HYEAH!!!!