3.10.08

i'll take anything you can throw.


so bring it on.


today was the day where the school song was sang the loudest
and it just made me want to cry.

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im glad zihui liked my present, even though its not my best design. hope jia ling likes hers too. ^^


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spent the whole bloody half a day aka whole school day in the sweltering hall, rehearsing the graduation ceremony. while i still fail to understand the point of it, there were definitely fun parts. like when we had to sing all the graduation songs as a class, and then mrs lim was in a good mood so she let us dance to tata young's superstar. AND SHE CHASED 4A OFF THE STAGE, BUT LET 4O ON!!!! WHATS THE MESSAGE HERE????

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thanks neerie for teaching me how to download songs onto my mp3!! and for letting me complete that marker design on her fullscap pad. DONT SELL IT OK. AND EVEN IF YOU DO, I GET 20% HOR. hahax.

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i was thinking about what viddy said, and yar, i think its true, especially for me. a superiority complex? though i have nothing to feel superior for. looking back, i really see how shallow and crude i could be, and i just start cringing up like an oxidising apple. i guess its the same theory as to why in "roll of thunder hear my cry" charlie simms loved to hate blacks, especially blacks more successful than himself. therefore he uses his skin colour as the defining point to assure himself of his "superiority". the bigot.

anyway, yea i guess thats how it works? ugh, i am so disgusting. i apologise to anyone who has had to deal with all my bloody crap before. very sorry !!! :( but at least i know where the cancer is now.


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there's some people i can instantly feel at home with
and others that possess the ability to make anyone feel better.
these are the people that i can count on to take the headaches and moods away, whenever and wherever.

would it hurt if i said you're not one of them?


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