"...and as he said all that, the plane flew away."

joyceh, whatever you grow up to be, i want you to remember this moment forever.
of dad&moms, of sisters, of education, of destinations and of aeroplanes leaving the ground.

of someone driving himself away because of love.
have you done anything to reciprocate it?

if that plane hadnt flew away i probably wouldnt have seen the reality of his words.

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"..so she placed her glasses back onto her eyes and everything was clear again."

where did the phrase "rose-tinted glasses" come from? i guess in a philosophical way i understand the concept but everything makes much more sense when you put your glasses back on in real life. and im not only talking literally.

there's a lot of truth that can be gleaned from reading comics. i know ive tried telling this to anyone who's asked me before what i read, not that theres alot of them, but either they dont believe me or they dont believe me.

anyway, went to library and read fruit basket again, and some scenes totally applied to my life now; couldnt help making the connections and laughing. strange, taking lessons from 2D figures :D

"you know things are getting better, when you can look back upon sad memories and laugh."

its still difficult for me making the transition, but im getting there. if anyone knew how tedious this whole (still relatively) new ballgame was for me, theyd probably laugh their asses off. and that'd be my best case scenario, because i know that one day id look back and lmao too ^^


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pleasepleaseplease let me be promoted unscathed.
i want it more than ever now.

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yesterday, took my henna cone to family gathering and tattooed all my cousins and sisters and it was so fun!! even my only male cousin joined in despite his insistence that the henna paint looked like lizard shit, and got a gay sounding name tattooed on his palm.

junjie!!!!! who's going to carry on the family name if you fall to the wrong side of the road?!??!?!?

hahax he's so going to whack me if he finds out ^^


naturally, i experimented painting on myself first, and i know now that ive truly underestimated the art of henna painting. imagine drawing intricate designs with a squeeze tube.... upside down! the lady who did vaynii's hands is a genius man.

anyway now i look like some punk kid who mutilated herself... but i suppose anything looks better than what ms bimbo tan threatened to draw on my arm. rooolls eyes.

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