i really cant make up my mind if i want to continue taking up aikido after NJ. but im currently leaning towards continuing :) life would be dull shit without rolling exercises^^. although that does mean i would need to get a hakama in the end..
the last two external trainings have been... harrowing? hahax. trained in the dark for the first one cos of huge swarms of mayflys; partnered a strange uncle for the second and freaked myself out. o.0 never a dull moment, i guess.
but i did learn some cool stuff.
Q: what do you do when someone grabs you in a chokehold?
A: PRAY TO THE GODS! hahahahax:D
haix. everyday im thinking about after JC.
phish. brain-cell genocide.
i'll remember my macroaims to cheer myself up :)
just considering the short run now looks too damn bleak.
today was a sorbet day.
a dash of sweet,
a dash of sour,
but my favourite kind :)
ps: just found out about anamicca's imminent departure and was feeling damn sad during greenlink. must make the most of the time left while she's still in singapore!
