i found the answer; an answer at least.
whats a reason for smiling?
knowing that you can help other people.
why is it all the cliched, cheesy courtesy campaign catchphrases (woohoo alliteration ttm!) that make sense in the end? so weird.
im gonna start buying tissue paper.^^
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yesterday went to study with jeng yi at yishun lib. FAR MORE productive saturday than EVER. THANKS JENG YI! of course, the opp cost is that i didnt get to spend time with grandma.. still feel bad no matter how justified i think it is. oh well ill work something out.
managed to help two kids with their O level chem which gave me a big ego boost. im cheating my own feelings, but whatever. gotta take what i can get, while my own chemistry is WIP. ^^ GO CHEM.
man, now dad's back theres a lot less privacy. :/
and i put on weight a lot faster :/:/
but better here than there :)
