raghr everythings moving too fast!! it feels like im never going to catch up on time, whatever i do. yesterday dropped another bombshell; felt really shitty about pulling my class down, and letting mr lim shou wei qu cos the dean singled out our class for being the one with the most people in dangerzone.
UGH. PUI PUI PUI. its too bad that moe doesnt give out most improved awards at jc level, i wouldve totally been in the running for once.
and i keep forgetting, that this whole race is not me against you, but me against me. im sorry for exposing you to my caprices and prejudices.
and ill just keep running, just keep running.
lynn and dad are coming home on friday!!!! finally, i havent seen either of them for close to a month. dad's coming home for good! :D:D ecstatic but we're gonna have to start making some adjustments again. meh, whatever.
i wish there were more reasons to smile at school. or maybe the correct sentiment should be that i wish there were more people who would smile at the things i smile at too. i dont feel like im living up to my name of late. :/
on the other hand, my lian se does not depend on your lian se, so AHHHHWHATTHEHECK.:D
looking forward to the nation's birthday! any change from school is fine with me, even if i have to spend the hols studying. and is it just me, but is everyone obsessing over what bottom to wear with a red top?? ive even heard people from other classes wondering aloud. LOL life's mysteries.
