23.7.12

today was an eventful day! 
did a ten km run with singtel-singapore cancer society.
this is the 4th year that ive taken part in scs's events
along w/ my good chums.
it was a challenging run walk  run
and after 2 months of no exercise, my stamina was patchy at best.
still in retrospect it was a great experience.
met a 72 year old aunty who participated in the 10km competitive race too
and she was a great source of motivation for me to step up my game.
i hope at 72 ill be able to be like her. :)

and then just now, Joanne's 21st birthday party, at aloha loyang!
can't say im much of a party animal, but all of Jo's friends i talked to seemed really nice.
im not going to have a party for my 21st though. too much hassle.
but i wont let it pass by without a bang! thats for sho :)

sometimes when im not in the loop i feel unreasonably aggravated.
im not sure whether that stems from an overactive need to be helpful,
or that i dont like to blindly follow others, even my friends.
or perhaps just me being petty that im not in on it.

but maybe if i dont hurt anybody, i can still continue to be me, defects and all.