and did you know,
even grass can grow at such at unprecedented rate?

lynn is so pro! rahhhh
the han sisters rock.

she bagged 2 As and 2 Bs!
darn, i got so high that doing homework seems so mundane now.
but - im gonna do it. ONEYGAISHIMAS!

that's what we say everytime before training. ^^

talking about training,
i love it! it sort of gets better everytime. plus sensei is nice and easygoing, very easy to respect. ^^ and i like my cca mates as well, even the seniors :) there's no age or rank discrimination as some people may call it, even though wearing pure white pretty much singles you out for a newbie.

and i learnt abit more about nao today! its always a great feeling when you make a new friend. not sure if we're considered friends now, but there's sort of an understanding between us, at least thats how i feel it to be.
guess what- she loves looking at the sky as much as i do! that's the first person ive met so far besides me who would openly declare love for the sky ok. hahax it sounds pretty much nuts, but there you have it. IVE FOUND A SOULMATE!!lol. we wanted to lie down on the field and skygaze, but we couldnt at the time cos

a) nj field is made of synthetic grass, so it ruins any natural poetic atmosphere.
b) the soccer teams will just stampede over us.

but she pointed out a grassy ridge that really looks perfect for skygazing. definitely going to try it out one day. maybe after exams.

.....................................

chem was utterly horrible today.
ive never imagined such a state of massive confusion.
mutiny leaked into the air; i could smell it.
what's the point of having genius teachers if they cannot teach us?
there is, sadly,
none.


same for physics
and econs.

i like my teachers, they are extremely nice people.
but i cannot respect them if they cannot teach me.
hopefully i have a breakthrough in the learning curve soon.
...................................


im not going to be paranoid.
for i have nothing to be paranoid for.

worry about your studies first, joycie!