to think the holidays are almost over!
ive spent the whole of this one week SICK, and feeling like im going to die.
which sounds very pathetic and slap-worthy, but its true anyway.
a fever which wont go away, then a horribly painful throat swelling which has fortunately/unfortunately subsided into a persistent cough.

im so getting a parent's letter for pe.


of course, it also means i have acheived next to 0 progress workwise. suffice to say that i shall be experiencing extreme mental and academical diarrhoea for the next week, to the likely dismay of my poor disillusioned tutors, who probably thought jc students used their holidays to mug somemore, and who will be marking my test scripts.

still, after this harrowing period of illness, i have realised two things:

1!-that I SHALL TAKE BETTER CARE OF MY HEALTH.
2!-that I SHALL NOT GIVE MYSELF STRESS OVER LITTLE THINGS. if lynn can survive jc, i can too ^^

lately, ive been thinking about a stuff like suicide and death. reallyreally,REALLY have to stop that. see, its all that seven pounds' fault. there's nothing that justifies suicide, really.



looking forward to speech day, and meeting (almost) everyone again :)




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