1.5.09

when i can't settle this sort of trivial matters for myself, i just feel so plain weak.
weak
immature
hatred
sickening


joycie, get your freaking head down to the ground. what's being a 17 year old to you when you cant even rise above petty insignificant blownup jackshit?

at this age, you still need an authority figure to do all this crap for you. get over yourself.

you REALLY NEED to get over yourself, BIGTIME.



and please, start becoming a better sister, a better person.