its been a tiring week. thank god its friday (soon).
i wish everyone will stop going around moping and saying that they hate nj, they hate jc life. its really dampening and disheartening. i really want to cheer and laugh really loudly again. give me pe. lots and lots of pe. give me yahh cheers. lots and lots of yahh cheers.
give me courage. lots and LOTS of courage.
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my whole academic life now has a new aspect - mass production of wire flowers. imagine a row of girls, wearing starched grey uniforms, heads bent over their monotomous task, folding and bending and twirling and twisting wires into little flowers -all in the name of charity. WHAT IS CHARITY? i cant tell anymore. surely it cant be the mass production of flowers.
ok here it is :
a foundation created to promote the public good (not for assistance to any particular individuals)
a kindly and lenient attitude toward people
an activity or gift that benefits the public at large
an institution set up to provide help to the needy
a kindly and lenient attitude toward people
an activity or gift that benefits the public at large
an institution set up to provide help to the needy
ok, its coming back to me now.
i'll do my best, dear stranger, for you.
i wish you all the best.
i gotta share this story ping ping shared with me:
once, there were three candles. they burnt bright and strong, and emitted light and warmth, as candles do. however, gradually, one by one, they grew dim.
the first candle to go out was the candle of love. "I am the candle of love, i represent the love and mutual respect between all humans on earth; yet as time passes more and more people forgot about me, and all that i stand for." with that, the candle gutted.
the next candle to go out was the candle of peace. "I am the candle of peace, i stand for peace between nations, between communities, peace throughout the world. yet as time passes i see conflict and tension between the people of the world; i see wars, and the pain of its aftermath. People have forgotten about peace," and with that, the candle gutted.
a group of children saw the two extinguished candles and were deeply saddened. They began to cry, with all the heartfelt innocence that only children have. then the third candle said, "have no fear, i burn with everlasting flame. use my fire to relight the other candles!" and so the children did. the candles of love and peace were reignited, and the everyone rejoiced.
the last candle, was the candle of hope.
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sighs. i cant stand this. its like im hardwired to want people to like me. its taking up storage space in my brain, i cant handle it. its this mixed school shtick, i may say im used to it by now, but really im not. i miss sitting any old way i want. i miss not talking, listening, nor looking at guys. (im not a man-hater, really im not!! v sorry if this sounds insulting, but im too used to girls.) i miss all the girls back in cedar.
and im not used to the society and their way of thinking. so there. celina chua and germaine tan, forget it man. im a lost cause, dont try and guide me back into the light or something. can i quit your lectures? hahax.
then i come home,
this safe little haven
away from all the confines and nightmares of society.
they can never touch me
in my 5 room hideout.
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you at the barricade, listen to this!
no one is coming to help you to fight..
youre on your own! you have no friends,
give up your guns or die!
one of my favourite parts of les miserables. that insignificant paragraph packs a punch in that whole musical.
DADD IS COMING BACK!!!!! AWWRIGHT~~
