today huilin smsed me whether i wanted to go for this job offer at some amk clinic, but i couldnt, cause i'd be out of country for half of december, visiting my dad in china.

good point: dad's coming home permanently after december!
bad point: dad's coming home permanently after december!

it sounds very mean, but while i love my dad and all, its just means that theres alot more freedom when he's not at home. ok, it is mean.

nvm, very soon dad can retire and relax, cos his girls are all going out to the working world pretty much in a couple of years. ^^

anyway, after i had to reject the offer i felt super horrible, cos i suddenly had this vision of me lazing at home all nov and dec and jan, while all my peers were working their bums off and having fun together working their bums off. and then, what if my business doesnt fly?

all the time up to Os, i kept thinking about jobs jobs jobs. and now the offers are like slapping me across the face, and i cant even go and grab it.

..............................................

but anyway, i guess ive always said i wanted to stray off the beaten path a little.
hahax. maybe if everyone gets a job, i shall do something different!
but i'll make sure at least my holiday is productive. yes yes.
(that alone takes alot of self-restraint. did you know that people can spend whole days addicted to the computer? case in point: my younger sister.)
i shall make sure i LEARN something.


"keeping on the well-trod track is a lot safer, but the traffic is a lot worse."


oh well. let's detour!:)