When I was 15, I learnt of the concept of brownian motion - the random movement of particles suspended in the air due to collision with other faster-moving molecules. During that fateful physics lesson in the throes of my awkward adolescence, I formulated my life outlook - to be a tiny particle, openly allowing itself to be buffeted by the forces of life - energetic, spontaneous, and leaving a wondrous legacy in its own right.
17.11.08
ugh i am DISGUSTED WITH MYSELF
go away, go away, go away.
JUST GO AWAY, FOREVER.
YOU WERENT MEANT TO CONGEAL INTO A LAZY GODFORSAKEN LUMP.
go away, get lost, out, disappear now. and dont let me see you again.
