DAD IS BACK. :D

this is news that i never feel tired of repeating, no matter that it occurs every month.

tomorrow going for a one night stay at park hotel cos of dad's package deal ^^. hopefully dad and mom lets lynn elise and i have the room to ourselves tomorrow. decided to come back instead of staying there today cos of mugging.

STARGAZING TOMORROW! though i don think there will be stars at cbd area. oh well.

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few days ago, i came to the sort-of relevation that dislike is always due to some form of jealousy. its not a perfect explanation to discrimination, but i think it does tally with some aspects.

like, for example, people's general aversion to public displays of affection. many deem it as rude or inappropriate, but that's only because they perceive it to be so.
and because one can only either have been kissed or not kissed in public, there leaves only two answers: if the former, it means theyve done it before and didnt find it pleasant; if the latter, this perception is even more baseless - why is it rude to you , whom it should be none of your concern? my only answer is subconcious jealousy.

even spitting in public may arouse some jealousy. (ok, this sounds pretty far-fetched but listen!) the action of spitting is not very visually aesthetic, and even more unsightly when others have to witness it. so it is perfectly understandable why people may be pissed when they see someone spitting in public. but herein lies my theory: maybe some portion of the pissed-ness (or anger, im just trying to be funny) stems from the other party being able to ease his discomfort so easily at the expense of others. how many times have you felt nauseous in public and have wanted to spit out excess saliva, but because you are bound by society's ethics, refrained from doing so, making yourself even more uncomfortable? and now this bloke just upchucks one onto the sidewalk. your anger may not be completely righteous, because you're jealous of his blissful inconsideration - you know that if everyone spat publicly, you would too, and screw other people's convenience and hygiene and whatnot - because man is a selfish creature, and his personal welfare is first and utmost on his mind.



with all the mugging that's been going on, it makes me wonder where on earth my brain stores all this goofy shit. must be some secret compartment.