imbilah maktab bengaan kita.



well, its the eve of the final push!
feeling kind of excited. not the woohoo lets do it excited, more of the lets see how badly i can die excited.

was talking with mum about futures, and she was describing how each of her three offspring was going to make her proud and rich. and all the while i was thinking,
youre expecting me to live past A Levels?

and now im feeling all guilty for no gosh-darn reason.
YES MOM AND DAD, I SHALL MAKE YOU PROUD!
although, definitely not in the mugger mugger eyes on fire way,
and not in the "top employee of the month"way either.

nope, ill do it like frank sinatra.
my way.

(although, im still figuring out which way that is. WORK IN PROGRESS!)


speaking of which-
GP research, wo lai le.



this study period has been rotten. sometimes its all dusty outside. but on the few days there is fresh wind and rain (like today) i just feel guilty for the good weather because it means that somewhere else is having a natural disaster. the wind we're enjoying in Singapore likely just killed 240 people in Philippines.


the broken eggshell.