very soon, im going to be a Mussulman.
the person who cant give a damn anymore.
who has no hope left,
who is giving up on life,
who lets himself lag behind the rest of the prisoners-of-war
just begging the german soldiers for a shot in the head.

(this is all in reference to a book, so people, CHILL.)


the situation sort of reminds me of Lazarus.
St Lazarus, the beggar.
and while he entered sainthood which is good,
i dont want to wait till i die to be able to be happy.


this is sickening.
come joycie, 18 days of hell left
to 7 days of..more hell.
Dante sure knew what he was talking about; gave hell freaking 7 dimensions.