sighs. that was a crap post just now..
suddenly put on some music to block out all the screaming-pregnant-women sounds (see prev post) and then i remember everyone of my thoughts again.

not that i want singapore to stop shouting. KEEP SCREAMING THERE, LI JIA WEI!! GOGO!

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after prelims/ Os, im going to put some more attention on my drawing!
been totally losing inspiration nowadays, gets me frustrated that im so limited in terms of my drawing.
even drawing angels can get sort of sickening after some time.
maybe i'll get drawing lessons/get a job to pay for drawing lessons after Os !!!
time to do something proactive and EXCITING with my life, instead of waiting for parents to do it for me.


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went to check out squadmates bloggs!
and then this funny thought just struck me (things always seem to STRIKE around me, maybe i just cant find a better word.)
if i was one of my juniors, what would they think when they read our blogs?
if I was MY junior,
i would think moomoo's super scary, yingsie's super naggy and mili somewhat strict.
and i would think i am a downright nasty bitch.
but then after looking at our blogs, i wouldnt be so sure.

and vice versa. sometimes i think some of my juniors are _____ too, but in the end that isnt always the case, rather its the other way around.


sometimes, with all the evidence around you telling you why you shouldnt judge a person by his/her cover, you wonder why you still do.
then again, it is difficult as well, not to judge someone by external appearances. like i met this bunch of punks walking home today, and they were so rude!! they pushed one of their fellows and he nearly ended up knocking full body into a pri-school girl, and she looked so traumatised, but they just laughed. loudly.

its hard not to think of them as menaces to society then, but i'll be working on it. ^^

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no!!!! jia wei didnt win hers!! score was 11-9!!!!! whatever, that was a good fight.
WE NEED TO WIN THE NEXT GAME!!!!!


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heart failure.