its 11.18pm and im typing my bloody blogpost, instead of doing that even more bloody scgs paper. its not that im being vulgar, i'm sure i was vomiting blood just now.

in any case, i realise i sort of admire people who continue to post even when times are so hectic and the whole schedule is busy, cos it shows that:
a)the person isnt a freaked out workaholic
b)he/she is confident of themselves and trust themselves to organise their time efficiently so there is time for play
c)he/she is self-assured not enough to feel guilty for indulging in enjoyment, and would not feel compelled to confess after not doing sufficient work to meet their own expectations (which is the freaky truth, all sec 4s seem to have that habit.)

i sort of appreciate, it, cos it makes me feel like there is normalcy in the world after all.
-and, does this mean that i admire myself? hahax^^

........................................................

but the past two school days have been one big rush. was so mentally exhausted, i really couldnt walk in a straight line, cos the wind was stinging my eyes and they were really going to close while i was walking.

i sound like some whiny self-piteous brat who thinks she's seen the world of troubles. bet anyone who has passed their sec school education would be doubling over with derisive laughter on reading this ridiculous statement.

...............................................


tore apart the fences, just to find that the neighbour had moved away.
goodnight!