libraries are best on weekdays, cos there's always room for you and more. unlike weekends, where things just turn horribly bullshity in public places.

i dont really know what on earth im writing, except that it is true.

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today was a fun pe lesson. ^^ played table-tennis with au, aw, and devaruban! hahax. han replaced goh after half-match time, and goh and wong took up commentating. :)

wish we could have played badminton or anything else, but the rest of the school are having eyes, so its pretty much sshhhh.

anyway, to cut a long ranting short, im going to treasure those two more pe lessons left.

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hi winghay! hahax ^^

btw, why are pple always suprised when i say i have a blog? they'd be like, "huh, joyce, YOU have a blog??????!!!" which makes me wonder, why on earth am i not supposed to have a blog? hahahx
oh, once i asked someone, then she said "cos you dont look like the type to blog." good grief! what kind of people look like theyre the type to blog? several readers on the Internet now probably have no idea whether joycie is 10 or 100 years old. for all you know, i may be some fictional character made up by Michael Jackson or some other crazy looner.

anyway, its nice to know im not talking abt myself to myself. that would have been disturbing, to say the least.

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what goes around, comes around.
i suspect im being misunderstood by someone.
but then again, it would have totally spelt retribution.
anyway, if i had seen it from her perspective
i would most definitely act the same way.

still, yeah, feeling a bit upset
because i was trying to be of help to someone else.
there was no either way, and one friend had to be abandoned.
the question was, who needed me more at the time.
and even if you never hear this confessional, im through with worrying about it.

so, catch up, can?

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my mind is playing tricks on me. im not talking about memory, but that sometimes, my brain just overthinks things. seriously.


ARGH im not going to attempt to explain it all out. firstly, because its complicated, and secondly, there's no way anyone's going to understand it without feeling compelled to call the IMH ambulance. so, case close. joycie is fine, or at least her physical body is. if youre looking for her brain, it eloped with her bloody next-door neighbour.

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ill be fine after some sleep, i promise.